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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Devil Vs Deep Sea

I'm in a very confused.
There were a couple of very important decisions/choices that I had to make for my life. I was happy for a while.
Now, though, I'm not so sure. I don't know if they were the right choices to make. And what makes it even worse is the fact that confused I might be, but I sure as hell can't undo those decisions. Not only will they remain with me for the rest of my life, but even if I tried to go back on them, I might not survive to write any post.

Obviously, It scares the life out of me.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

i am not PS!!!!!!

hi all....before any of u start reading this blog let me tell u one thing, to all ur surprise(or perhaps dismay) that i am not PS....and dont worry I am no hacker who has broken into this blog or some prankster playing some sort of cyber mischief..but actually a guest writer!!i dont care if it sounds stupid but its the fact and is undisputed....i am actually invited by PS to share her space..and now for all those people who are bout to log off..have a great day ahead,and for those who still have the patience to go through this ...i really appreciate ur gesture.now that PS has asked me to wite something,let me tell u that am very bad at this and couldnt even muster 200 words for the essay for 12th std board exam...now dont start guessing my grades....coming back to the blog,i think i had rather write bout the originator of this blog than myself...yes PS...and i have known her for almost more than a decade..perhaps sixth std...when i was her class partner...and i clearly remember a very petite girl chewing on her pen,when i finally asked her...can i borrow one pen..i have forgotten mine at home..which she very reluctantly offered. and from then on our friendship started...and we became one hell of a friends by mid semester...she was one chaterbox..always smilling...and laughing...except for mathematics period...where she used to switch off completely.very helpfull i knew her economics assignment were always there for me to copy everytime,though she used to get them back in not always presentable state(once i had spilled daal on it while trying to have dinner and copy simultaniously....and once i had scribbled my friends phone no. on it as i was unable to find something more apt in hurry)really i owe my passing eco paper more to her than my eco teacher.Really she is one wonderful girl,always there.. when u need her,smiling,going all her way out to help u...and after all these years when i have almost lost all touch with my school frnds ...i still meet her,go with her for movies and even our school reunion..and so shy she is...that still she hesitates in walking close to me..so that she doesnt spark off some scandal...and now that i have got this opportunity i would like to thank her forevery thing...for her pens that i used to borrow and loose..for her eco assignments...for being with me always and being such a wonrdeful friend....and for all ur info..we r getting engaged this june...and plan to marry in another year time.now for the big question..who am I...i am sure half of u would have guessed by now nd for the remaining half...u had bettar ask PS...